achingchest:

“this time, i’m not coming back. this time, i’m kissing my knuckles before i stop clenching them and finding the strength you never saw in me. i am realizing i am much too soft to win the war with my bare hands. this time, i am walking away instead. i am realizing you are no good for me. you are the color of loneliness. you feel like being lost in the woods, but i am addicted to how i feel when i find my way back home. home. i thought i could carve one inside of you, but in the end, the only one being haunted is me. i’m at work thinking about how the world would be better if you weren’t in it. i’m in class wondering if my feelings are as irrelevant as you have made them. but i still laugh when you text me. i smile when i’m with you, then go home and wash my mouth out with soap. i love to feel the love in my heart for you, but the truth is, i’m still dealing with the aftermath of your absence. i always wanted you to come back, but the truth is, you never did one damn thing that was good for me. you have a tsunami heart and i am so tired of being caught in the wreckage. so no more you first. no more feeling bad when i leave your messages unanswered. no more jealousy over the girls who get to be friends with you with no consequence. i have to let this go. i have to stop touching the wound and breathe you out like the bad habit you are. you don’t get to hurt me anymore. i am finished. i am finished.”

— this time, i’m not coming back (via achingchest)

inkskinned:

it doesn’t have to be loud or violent to feel loud and violent

flowerais:

You’re healing every time you

• get out of bed because there’s something you’re excited about.
• don’t think about people who left.
• clean the clutter in the room and dishes in your sink.
• smile at yourself and random people.
• do something kind and out of the blue to make someone happy.
• work out or meet with friends even though you have no energy to.
• calm yourself down when your thoughts race.
• remember to drink water.
• don’t dwell on things you can’t control.
• do things good for yourself, even though you have no motivation.
• tell yourself that you’re growing from this, and you won’t feel like this forever.

comesitbymyfire:

elphabaforpresidentofgallifrey:

ree-duh:

blurryfaceinspace:

concept: the year is 2034. i walk into work with coffee in hand. coworker is wearing cool shoelaces and i compliment them absentmindedly. they look me dead in the eye and say, “thanks, i stole them from the president.” scalding coffee leaks out of every one of my orifices and i hide in the bathroom convulsing for the rest of the day

@elphabaforpresidentofgallifrey can you explain this i don’t understand

it’s this legendary horror post

it is physically painful to remember that people have continued to join tumblr since 2012 and that there are people–perhaps people reading this! right now!!!–who don’t have the foggiest memory of this fucking post.  this post haunted me, do you understand, i saw and heard this code used in REAL FUCKING LIFE, I CANT FKJCLNG HANDLE THIS

jesussbabymomma:

imageof1love:

She seriously thought it was a joke until he and her people convinced her it’s for real.

This Is my favorite video of all time. Puts a smile on my face (:

preta-dreaming:

it’s so weird that i never heard anybody talk about this, but… one of the things you will notice when you start recovering is that your old coping mechanisms will stop working. they might even start hurting. which is absolutely scary, and you might even find yourself being nostalgic for worse times when you could still give into those impulses and feel the pain ease off for a while. but they stop working because you are healing. take a deep breath. see how far you’ve come. you’ll go much further yet. be proud of yourself.

glowcloud:

people run “aesthetic blogs” where they just reblog pics of like neon lights and pools of water and weird textures and stuff and i don’t really get it but i like to look at those blogs, it’s nice to know that you guys are out there, always silent, never getting into fights, just reblogging pics of wrinkled plastic bags… keep doing ur thing

vijara:

look: the right people will get it. the right people will see you and appreciate you for the person that you are. the right people won’t require you to dilute, censor, or edit yourself in order to be worthy of their time and affection. you don’t need to waste your time on people who are committed to misunderstanding you 

liryae:

There is literally nothing in nature that blooms all year long, so do not expect yourself to do so.